if that wouldn.t have happened then i wouldn.t have experienced one of the happiest moments in my life so far
i feel so fucking refreshed beyond words
if there really was something out there
i.d be forever in it.s debt
i was thinking about missing ben and nick and tim and people
and i was totally writing a song about how most of my good friends live far away
and just then he called
nick got my letter
and he was really really happy! he said it was beyond amazing and that it basically saved his life
& he liked birdyness and cicadaness ahaha
plusss he <3s the life cd
he said he wasn.t expecting it to actually be happy, or at least not that much
& he laughed for a long time and it made him so happy :]]]
he.d been trying to get ahold of aloke.s 'love is distance' so i talked to someone on last fm and got it for him and he was :D!
i live for making people happy
so many awesome connections
and fuck ahhh
i feel like a little kid
love
we love each other but we.re far away
i can either drop it now and possibly miss out on all this _________ [whatever it is] or i can 'run with it' as tim says :]
& i think i know what i wanna do
he is an awesome friend
he makes me so happy right now
he.s all nice and funny and sweet and awesome and cute and ahhhh
he.s pure
i love it when i meet someone who is so genuine
it gives me hope and knowledge that i am not the only one who feels like this
i feel so fucking alive
constantly.
i feel like every single fucking thing i do should be a tribute to my life and the people who are in it and the world needs so much change
i am just one person but i have so much heart
i miss abby and i love her. i love all my friends! life is what we make of it and i am getting stronger and happier and more whole by the second<3
ps. once upon a time we made a picture with a really really really long story:
and my little robot guy officially owns you [:
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